Crazy Day Need A Clone

Ever have one of those days where nothing goes right and everyone treats you like dirt. Yes this was my day. Sometimes the stress of every day causes me the worst chest pains. Wish I could clone myself so maybe I can get all the stuff I need to do in a day done between work and home. So glad next week I am only working 2 days I need those 5 days off to reset. Try to be positive but the ugly truth of it all just eats away all the positive energy I have and make me the Bitch I am. You can always depend in me to be truthful and if you ask me to do something it will get done you don't have to ask me twice unless you ask when I'm doing multiple things if you see me stressed I will try my best to get all my task done and if I screw up I will always take my punishment and admit my wrong.  I will not lie or pass the blame. If more people had the integrity that I have my life would be so much easier and the world would be a better place. But we live in a world if liars fake people and everyone wants something for nothing.  Nobody wants to work for anything they just want it given to them. It's a sad miserable world full of hate and anger and everyone wants to tell you how to do your job raise your kids. Everyone has a right to their opinions but if your opinions and theirs are different shouldn't be conflict or judgement.  We are all individuals with our own hope dreams ideas and we should not feel judged by anyone.  God is the only one who had that right. If you died tomorrow how many regrets would you have?  What would God say to you when you meet. ..off to workout some of this stress and pray for some peace since my mind just doesn't want to shut off sometimes.

Multi Tasking Wife & Mom

Ever feel like if woman didn't multi task nothing would get done. I sometimes am amazed at all I accomplish in a day. Today was perfect example.  Get up 630 am get in shower wake up daughter make her a bagel ans finish getting  ready for work myself.  Start car since its cold out and while car is warming up put dinner in crockpot pot for tonight. Beef stew, I did peel and cut up potatoes night before. Took daughter to school off to work for me 8 hrs later go tanning meet a lady I bought some homemade grave blankets from, go to bank come home eat take daughter to karate come home do dishes.  Workout. Vaccum whole house all room including kitchen.  Get lunches made for tomorrow get my clothes ready for tomorrow.  Decide to dust living room and bedroom. Rekax for a short time...Bed.. Full day...Tomorrow will be the same except no karate so clean bathroom and mop kitchen and wipe down cabinets and wash sheets. Yeppers I try to stay active.  I'm so afraid of back sliding wurh my weight that I don't like to sit and veg on TV..lol My worst critic us myself.  I an so hard on myself and have been so strict with my will power it scares me that I will just slip back into old habits.  Need to get motivated start looking for deals on workout stuff and new pans and recipes so I don't get bored with same foods.  I dont diet because that work Diet messes with my head so I just eat smaller portions and make better meals. I haven't eaten fast food in a ling time and pop is a thing of the past for me. I just want to do this right and maintain my weight once I hit my goal which will be a while.  Hoping to hit 50 lb mark my Thanksgiving.  Then 60 my New Years Eve. Then another 20 by April and then I will be where I should be to be healthy and happy.  Good Thing I can multi task Lol. So how was your day ;)